my life, His glory

I guess it’s not the things of today that make me sad, it’s the things of yesterday and how they effect tomorrow… because I am regretting decisions I have made, and waiting for guidance to make new ones. If nothing else my mistakes have caused me to refocus and learn that I must lean on my Abba. All the other places I looked for what I wanted and needed left me empty handed. and wounded. No one likes to be let down. And that is why we should turn to Him because He wont. I do not like how I have to rely on others now… for a ride, for food, for shelter…but He has put these great people in my life, who are there when I need them. From those of you who call me just to say you love me…who smile and hug me when you see me…who text me to tell me encouraging words…to those to send me a card in the mail with money in it for no reason… I know He has put you there… and I am very thankful for you. So thankful. So when I am feeling lost and so confused about what to do next, I need to look at what I am doing now—and thank Him for what I have—and open my eyes and ears as He reveals His glory. Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Romans 5:1-2

~ by faithfullyours on September 14, 2006.